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Interview with Charles Shinderman
Date of Interview: 15 March, 2005
Interviewer: Kate Berry
Transcriber: Kate Berry

B: Can you please state your name...
S: Charles Shinderman

B: What service were you in?

S: Army

B: What was your MOS (military occupational specialist)?

S: 13 alpha 10, which was artillery...

B: How old were you when you entered the war?

S: Twenty-four years old

B: Why did you join the army?

S: I was about to be drafted. When I graduated from college, I could not get

a job it was in early 1968 nobody would hire me because I was draftable

status 1A. I was not going into teaching where there would be

deferments, I was not married where there were deferments, and I was

not a conscientious objector and so I enlisted before I was drafted,

thinking I wanted to be an officer.

B: Where were you when you enlisted to be in the war?

S: Newark, New Jersey.

B: What kind of training did you go through before you were sent to Vietnam?

S: Before I was sent to Vietnam I was sent to the standard basic training for

ten weeks. Which is standard infantry training that everybody goes

through at that time in the military. Another ten weeks of AIT which is

advance infantry training and where you would then be in a specialty, and

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my specialty at that time was Honest John, Little John Rockets, of which

they did not have in Vietnam. The first free flight N.A.D.O. (Northeast Aisa

Defense Organization) nuclear weapons, they were being phased out, my

unit was the last to be trained in them, and when I enlisted I said I was

going to be an officer, and when I found out what type of officer I was

going to be, I dropped out of OCS and that is how I got sent to Vietnam.

B: Where were you stationed in Vietnam?

S: My base camp was in Dong Tam, the 4th corps zone in the Mekong Delta,

the southern most military base in Vietnam.

B: Can you tell me what a Camp Dong Tam was like?

S: It was a small city, all 9th infantry personal and a lot of Vietnamese that

worked on the base. It had everything from dispensary hospitals, EM

club, a church, and various camps for the personal. Self sufficient city with

about 10,000-15,000 people.

B: Where did you sleep?

S: A hooch, a hut which was simply empty ammo boxes filled with dirt, we

made walls and houses out of them. When we were in base camp, we

had a cot inside the hooch and that is where we slept. There were ten

men in my hooch.

B: What did you eat?

S: When we were in base camp we ate kitchen rations. Most of the time

when I was out in the field we ate C-Rations. Hot meals we only had at

base camp.

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B: You mentioned that you were artillery airmobile. Can you please explain

what that means and what you were assigned to do?

S: The airmobile artillery unit was assigned to follow the infantry out on

patrols. In other words, they were going to do search and destroy in a

certain area and we would be flown in within five miles where they were

so that we could fire support for them when they came in contact with the

enemy. We were constantly moving all over South Vietnam from Saigon

and South, which was our area. We were in many locations for many

different periods of time. I could be in the field for a day, a week or even a

couple of months, we never knew, that is why we were airmobile.

Whenever they needed us we picked up and followed the infantry units

wherever we were going. We would sleep on the ground or in a hole that

we dug up ourselves. We ate our C rations and did not shower, only in

base camp. If we knew that they were going to be in an area longer then

expected, helicopters would come and re-supply us at whatever location

that we were at.

B: Can you please explain what a day in the life of being an airmobile solider

like yourself was like in Vietnam?

S: Long and hot and tired. Our days usually consisted of in the morning we

would clean our guns from firing of the night before, break out new ammo

and get it fused and ready to go for the next fire mission do any other

things that they asked us to do and usually during the day is when we

catch a little bit of a rest once we were finished with all the duties that we

had to perform. At night is when we were most active, we had a lot of our

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fire missions at night. I happened to have been in Base Peace which is the

first gun to go in and fire in support of the infantry unit out there, so we

were the first guns to be called by our radioman and they would call, fire

mission coming down and we would jump out of the hooch get the guns

set up and ready to fire and would be on the radio whether it was a go

mission or not. We would fire the mission whatever it might be, however

many rounds or for however long for the people who needed our support

and then we would return to the hooch after it was over. This went on all

night long. We rarely got more then two hours of sleep any night. No such

thing as Fridays, Saturdays or weekends, it was seven days a week, we

didn't think of what day of the week it was, it meant nothing, you worked

everyday, all day.

B: Did you know why we were at war with Vietnam?

S: When I went I was also a little young and naive and believed what our

country was telling us and our leaders were telling us, and I did at the time

certainly believe in the Domino Theory of all South East Asia falling into

Communism. Because if you do remember in the early 1960's the Soviet

Union was still expanding its empire and they were taking over countries

and were supporting the North Vietnamese, and so yes at the time I

thought it was the right thing to do to go to war.

B: Everyone talks of these rice paddies that were all over the place. Can you

please explain to me what they were?

S: A rice paddy is just what it is, a rice paddy. A swamp where the rice is

planted underwater and there are dikes to keep the water in. It was

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extremely hazardous and very messy, it was not a nice thing, you would

try to avoid going in rice paddies as much as possible if you could. They

were not all over the country, mostly in the south and central parts. They

were dangerous to be in because there was no cover to protect yourself. If

you are walking through a rice paddy the jungle is fifty yards to your left or

right or in front of you they can conceal themselves quite easily in the

jungle and you have no place to hide. You usually can get shot at pretty

easily or you try and get to a dike and usually by the dike they had punji

stakes and they could get you that way too. A punji stake was a harden

piece of bamboo with a sharp point that was held up to a fire and

hardened and stuck it in the ground so you could not see it, it is a pretty

serious thing.

B: How did you and your fellow comrades entertain yourselves at night?

S: In my particular MOS we had to stay pretty straight. Meaning we could

not drink any beer. No real entertainment. You could read a book. It was

hard for me to sit and concentrate and read a book. You would basically

write letters or read were pretty much the only activities you had at night in

my area. No such thing as free time really. Unless you were back in base

camp, they might give you an afternoon off if they knew nothing much was

going to go on. You could go to the EM club, or pick up some stuff at the

concession area. No such thing as time off. 24/7 is what they say now.

B: Were you ever injured?

S: Yes, but not enough that I wanted to apply for a Purple Heart. I was

nicked by a piece of shrapnel on my cheek but that was it. They laughed

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at me. All I needed was to put a butterfly bandage on it. I did not need

any stitches or anything. I certainly was not going to say I wanted a

Purple Heart for that. I was very fortunate.

B: I was told that you lost a lot of your hearing from being in Vietnam. Is

there a specific instance that happened that made you lose your hearing?

S: Yes, that is correct, specifically because I was with an artillery unit. They

did not have any earplugs for us at that time and even if they did, we

would not have been able to hear the commands. The radioman gives us

the command on what we have to do. You have to get the commands and

they have to be executed perfectly or people are going to be hurt. A

degree or a mil, there is 3,600 mils in a circle, one mil error on an artillery

round that we are firing, the 105s changed the position of a round ten

meters for every 1,000 yards it went out. So if we are firing 4,000 or 5,000

yards, that round was going to be fifty or a hundred feet away from where

it is supposed to be. So you could end up putting it on your own troops

instead of the enemy. So you could not wear earplugs and hear the

commands. The commands had to be executed to perfection or people


B: What kind of weapon did you carry?

S: I carried the standard M-16.

B: Were you ever afraid to use it?

S: Never, because in war it is either, kill or be killed, it's very simple. And the

job of a soldier is to kill. Maybe sad, but that is what your job is. If you

hesitate, you do not get second chances, there are no do-over in war. I

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learned this in my training. They train you not necessarily to think, but to

react. If you have to hesitate to react it is usually too late. Your name

usually ends up on the wall. I do not think I ever knew anyone who was

afraid to fire it either.

B: Did you interact with the Vietnamese at all?

S: Not really, tried to stay away from them as much as possible. You never

really knew who the enemy was and who was not. Compared to Iraq

today, you do not know, they do not wear uniforms. They didn't wear

uniforms then in the Mekong Delta where we fought mostly Vietcong. They

did not have uniforms on and sometimes they could very easily blend in

with the South Vietnamese. Did not know who was friendly and who was

not. They could turn on you at any time. As many did, so I tried not to

interact with the Vietnamese.

B: Were you ever frightened or did not feel that you were capable of the

tasks that you were assigned?

S: No, I thought I could do all tasks that were asked of me. And was I afraid?

Every second that I was there. War changes you forever. Some people

have the ability to put it some place in the back of their brain and go on

with their life like nothing ever happened. God bless those people.

Everyone is obviously different and a lot of people can not handle it. In

fact, a lot of people are totally unaware of how many Vietnam Veterans

have committed suicide since the war. It is a tremendous amount.

Possibly as close as to how many peoples names are on the wall right

now. People who could not deal with it, and just snapped for whatever

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reasons. Some of the things that they had to do or experience were


B: I heard that there was a lot of drug use in Vietnam. Were you ever

surrounded by that?

S: I would not say I was surrounded by it, I definitely knew it existed, there

were many places were people smoked marijuana but probably not very

much when I was there, the drug use started to increase after I left. We

started to pull out in the end of 1969 and I was part of the first 25,000

troops to go home. Certainly no one with a brain would be doing drugs

and going out into the field because you have to be on your toes and

sharp. But later on when there was a lot less going on. I understood that

there was a lot more drug use. Especially heroin and opium because, that

was so readily available.

B: Do you think that because of the drug use, many veterans were known to

have gone crazy or crazy after the war?

S: I am sure it was a contributing factor. They do not treat the soldiers the

same as they do now compared to when we were in Vietnam. When you

are out in the field and you came home from Vietnam, if you ETS, which

meant that you left the military right from Vietnam, it was like a few days

later you were back in the real world. They did not do any debriefing,

nothing. So you take a man out of a jungle put him back into society, and

he does not know how to act. So the veterans react, and they snap and

that is why so many are in prison or on drugs because they could not deal

with the reality of the real world. Another part of it is that for the wounded

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ones, they had to spend time in the VA hospital and the VA was

overwhelmed with wounded and amputees they kept the men heavily

sedated and once they recouped or could not do anything more for them,

sent them home, they were hooked. So our own government sort of

caused a lot of problems for the veterans. Not intentionally but a

byproduct of their policy or procedures at the time. But now they debrief.

Even in WWII they were on a boat, so they had a month to debrief and get

their heads together and talk to others about what was going on in their

heads. It was very difficult.

B: How did you correspond with your family members while you were in


S: Letter, I think I was in Dong Tam one time when I got to a phone and

spoke to my father and mother once when I was there. The only other

way to correspond was through mail and they had little tape recorders,

and send tapes back and fourth. But that was it.

B: Was the U.S. entrance into the Vietnam War the correct decision?

S: At the time yes, but hindsight is always 20/20. Thinking about it now, and

it probably was not.

B: Who won the war?

S: Well, we sure as heck did not, because it was fought politically. Militarily

we won virtually every battle. But you can not fight a war politically. I can

tell you one experience in a cease-fire that we had during the holidays, we

were the only ones to have the cease-fire. We were not allowed to fire at

the enemy but they were allowed to mortar us and shoot at us, but we

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were not allowed to return fire. You can not fight a war like that. We had

our hands tied, we could not go into Cambodia, we were not suppose to

go into Cambodia, they would fire at us, and then run across the river into

Cambodia, and we could not chase them. You can not fight a war like


B: Was the attempt to stop Communism worth 58,000 lives and billions of


S: They would have spent the billions of dollars on nonsense anyways. But

58,000 young men, no, not really, yes but no, it is a tough question to

answer, it was very costly, whether it was right or wrong, I don't think

anyone can ever come to a consensus on that.

B: Your view on the current war in Iraq?

S: The world has changed, since 9/11 people should realize that we are not

just at war with Iraq but terrorists from all over the world. These people

simply want to eliminate our way of life. They want to destroy Western

civilization, whether it is the Americans, or Catholicism, or Judaism, these

people have risen an entire generations were they teach their children to

hate, and taught to hate and to kill and they will be martyr if they commit

suicide or do suicide bombs. Yes, it is the right thing to be doing, we have

to prepare to defend ourselves and Iraq is just the first step. I think we

have to do it to Iran, I think we have to do it to North Korea, and I think we

have to let the world know we are not going to be attacked and let it

happen anytime they want. We have to seal up our borders more. I think

we should be checking every container, I think it is a joke the kind of

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Homeland Security that is going on right now. There are too many holes. I

think that if we forget 9/11 its doomed to repeat itself. The next time it will

not be 3,000 people killed, it will be 300,000 people killed. I do believe

what we are doing in Iraq is the right thing. It has to be prosecuted like a

war should be; you have to fight it to win. Meaning you have to have

enough troops, enough weapons, the proper protection, vest and things

like that, you have to have the right equipment and everything, you can

not send people into battle without having bullets. And it can not be fought

politically. This nonsense of a wounded man getting shot and put him out

of his misery, when he is not going to live anyway and the court-martial

was a joke. I absolutely disagree with that. The enemy is to be killed.

B: Your view of General Westmoreland as a commander?

S: Again, I did not have a whole lot of interaction with him. In fact, General

Westmoreland was replaced just before I got there or shortly after and

then he was replaced with General Abrams. I really had no interaction

with General Westmoreland and again, I think his assessment at the time

was incorrect on a lot of things especially troop strength on the enemy.

People do not know that there were some 300,000 Chinese fighting

against us coming in from the North. Very poorly underestimated. So I

am not sure how good a commander he was in reality but then again, you

have certain information, this is too high up really for me to answer this

question. I was not privy; I was just a lowly soldier of which there was

500,000 other guys just like me. Again you see it all in hindsight when you

are there you are hoping and praying that they are doing the right thing

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even though some of the things that you have to do make no sense you

still have to do them. And pray to God that the people above you are

making the right decisions.

B: Your opinion of the search and destroy tactics?

S: That is a tough one because I was not really involved with that, the

infantry units were the ones that basically did the search and destroys. We

fired support for them. Probably, again in hindsight, it was not a good idea

to keep on burning villages. But then again the tactics for the North

Vietnamese were to come into the friendly villages and intimidate the

people and force them to do what they wanted, and take their food.

Unfortunately, in any war, [the] largest causalities are civilians.

B: Why did the U.S. lose the war or why did N. Vietnam win?

S: We lost because we can never win a war politically and it was fought

politically. The Vietnamese were destined to win the war because they

had no place to go. You corner a rat he is going to do nothing but lunge

out at you. These people had nowhere to go. They fought against the

Japanese, the Chinese, the French, and then the Americans. They were

not going anywhere, this is their land. It is no different that if someone

came over here into this country you would fight to the death. When you

have that type of mentality and the fact that they have been fighting for the

past hundred years, there was no way that we were ever going to win.

B: Your view of My Lai?

S: I do not think My Lai should have happened. I can understand it

happening, I do not agree with it, but I can understand it. You see your

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men getting chewed up, day in and day out, nickeled and dimed, and

killed by snipers and booby traps slowly getting whittled away, one by one

and you get angry and you want to get even and there has got to be pay

back. And you take enough of it and eventually you lose control. And I am

sure that is what happened, and My Lai was payback for a lot of our men

getting killed. Was it right? Absolutely not. Certainly not to women and

children. Everybody else carrying a gun that was firing at me, I would not

hesitate to kill. But just to group them all together and slaughter them in a

massacre like fashion and kill them, absolutely not.

B: Did you see any torturing of the enemy?

S: Actually I did. I saw a number of VC that were captured and they were

turned over to the South Vietnamese where they were summarily beaten

to a pulp. I do not know what happened to them after that to be honest

with you.

B: Did you ever see killings of the civilians?

S: Not intentionally. Accidentally, what they call friendly fire or them just

being in the wrong place at the wrong time.

B: Your view of Lyndon Johnson, Kennedy and Nixon's management of the


S: I think Kennedy wanted to get out early on. I think he knew it was going to

be a quagmire and tried to get out. I believed it was part of the reason he

was assassinated. But of course that can never be proven. Johnson, well

Johnson sent me there, its hard, again I am just a lowly soldier and you

are talking about the presidents of the United States. He inherited the

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problem. Did he try to do the right thing? I think in his heart it tore him up

what he had to do. Nixon was a whole new ball game, I really can not

complain about Nixon, he got me home. Obviously, I have mixed feelings,

but again the war is being fought politically. You cannot hamstring your

people and expect to ever win or even a negotiated peace it just does not

happen. I do not know of any war in history that has been stopped

through negotiation other then Korea and that really did not end it, it was

an armistice.

B: Your view of Secretary of Defense McNamara?

S: I think he gave a lot of mis-information to the President and I think that led

to a lot of problems. I have not read his book, I know he wrote one.

Again, that is way out of my league, I do not know, I cannot answer that

one in depth at all other then a personal opinion. 20/20 is hindsight, you

can look back ten, twenty years and you can say, oh well this should have

been done or maybe we should have done this. At the time you do not

have the luxury of long thought process, just like in combat you have to

react, not think.

B: Why did not we win the hearts and the mind of the people?

S: I do not know, I think there were a lot of people who wanted the North

Vietnamese to be defeated. I just do not think we went about it the right

way with the search and destroys and the burning of the villages, and so

many civilian casualties. I think, just like what is going on in Iraq now, they

got worn down. They got worn down, after three, four or five years that we

were there, they thought we were doing good and we probably were, but

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when the years started to drag on, they get tired too. Is it ever going to

end? Will they ever see peace? ...Did we win the hearts and minds? I do

not think so, but in the beginning it is hard to imagine living in a society like

Iraq with Saddam in charge, just willy nilly killing anybody and everybody

that he choose with no repercussion. But in Vietnam, the North

Vietnamese came and virtually killed all the mayors and the leaders of the

villages and the teachers and anybody of any authority or education was

wiped out. And so was there a reason to fight the war and try to save this

country? I think so. But hearts and minds, it is hard to say. I did not have

too many discussions with the Vietnamese on the politics of the war. I did

not have that luxury to sit and talk to them.

B: Discuss Viet Cong guerilla warfare.

S: Sneaky little fuckers. They were wild little people. They would do

whatever is necessary to get the job done. They were tough. Tough

fighters. Again, I did not have any discussions with any; only saw a few,

most of the time only getting fired at or firing at them. You rarely see the

enemy, at least in the Mekong Delta where I was with the rice paddies and

the jungle. A lot of it was just ambushing and booby traps. We lost most

of our men through booby traps alone. 70 to 80 percent of all our

casualties were from booby traps. It is not like WWII, well at least I can

say that in my area and of what I witnessed, I mean there were areas

where there were face-to-face type battles, but I did not experience that.

Everything was in the jungles or in the paddies and you are firing blindly a

lot of times. Where you were taking fire, you would just return fire. You

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are going to see occasionally people moving and running around, but you

have a triple canopy jungle, it is thick, you do not see very much. No such

thing as lines.

B: What kept you alive out there?

S: My will to survive. My training, survival is what it always came down too.

And that is one thing I will always thank the military for because no matter

what happens to me in this world I know that I will always be able to make

a living and survive.

B: Did you think that you were prepared to go out there and fight with only a

few weeks of training?

S: No, it is mostly on the job training. You can learn things in books, but

when you go out into the field and in the jungle itself, into the combat

zone, you have to learn it, you can only show people so much, but you

have to experience it yourself to understand. You hope you do not make

a mistake because there are not any do-overs. You make a mistake; it is

usually your last. A lot of the people that got killed were usually killed

within the first thirty days. A lot of other things are just pure luck, wrong

place at the wrong time, if two guys are standing together one guy gets

shot at the other does not, you did not do anything different from the other

guy, it just was his time.

B: The Vietnam War was said to be one of the most unpopular wars in

history. Many people said that when the soldiers arrived home, they were

not always acknowledged and often frowned upon. How does that make

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you feel? Did you have any experience of being rejected because you

fought in the war?

S: Absolutely, yes it was pretty disgusting knowing all the war protesters, and

what is going on. You can be against the war, but you really still should

be for the soldiers that are forced, remember it was a draft, it was not a

volunteer army, it is a different ball game. A lot of these guys did not want

to be there either. But they were there to do their duty. It hurt, but coming

home, I came back to Oakland Air Force Base in California and I had my

uniform on and I got spit on by somebody, and I was ready to do them

right there. But you know I controlled myself. It was pretty disgusting. In

fact in some units I know were told not to wear their uniforms so that you

wouldn't have any problems in the airports. I did not do that. It was not a

fun place to come back too. Some people appreciated what you had gone

through and other people said, the hell with you, we do not care if you live

or if you die.

B: What do you think America's view of you now is like? Is it still negative?

S: I think that it is a lot less negative, I think that there will always be some

negativity there from the people who were against it back then, and I do

not think that their views are going to change. I think that they are pretty

much set in stone. Again, you glean a lot of information after the fact.

And then they form their opinions. Well, at the time, you do not have all

that information and so you have to form your opinion and experiences

from that time. There are still some people who get on my case about it.

But it does not bother me anymore. I did what I felt I had to do for myself

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as Chuck Shinderman. I saw all these other people going, and something

in my mind told me that this was something I had to do or I was not going

to be able to look myself in the mirror again. It was something I had to do

whether I liked it or not. I wasn't particularly thrilled about it, but I just

knew that down the road if I survived the whole experience, that I had to

do it.

B: How was being in Vietnam affected your life for the good and bad?

S: For the good, it has made me a survivor. It taught me how to handle any

situation life has to offer or throws at me. I know I will be able to survive. I

just know that. Adversely, of course I have a large hearing loss, which

has affected my life tremendously. I miss out on a lot of things. It has

made life a little more difficult, but small sacrifices, compared to what a lot

of other guys went through such as, sight and limbs and their lives. My

disability, as far as I am concerned, is way on the bottom of the list

compared to them. They made supreme sacrifices. I can deal with my

problem, so I don't hear a movie very well, big deal; these guys don't ever

get to see a movie again.

B: If you were asked to serve again in any war would you? Why or why not?

S: I absolutely would. At the time if I had a family or was married, I probably

would think about it differently, but as a single person I wouldn't hesitate to

go again.

B: Are you proud to say that you fought in Vietnam?

S: Looking back I would rather that there was not a Vietnam. But I do
not hide it from anybody. Proud, probably not the word I would use. I am
proud that I served from my country when they asked me to. But probably
not particularly proud of some of the things that I had to do as a soldier.

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Most soldiers are not necessarily proud of what they have to do, because
you do things that in a normal society or they use against humanity and
nature itself-things that you would not normally do. Bizarre-o-land, it is like
a surreal world when you go to a combat zone. It is like nothing you could
ever compare it too unless you have experienced it, it is virtually
impossible to really explain.

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