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Gamble, Carey B. to J. Patton Anderson – Jun. 14, 1865 – Tallahassee, FL

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Gamble, Carey B. to J. Patton Anderson – Jun. 14, 1865 – Tallahassee, FL
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North America -- Florida -- Tallahassee
North America -- United States of America -- Florida
North America -- United States of America -- Tennessee
North America -- United States of America

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Tallahassee Jun. 14th 1865


Dear Genl.
I send a small piece of vaccine virus the last fragment of a pure scab and some
quinine. Harry says you wish to hear from me and at the risk of banishing this desire
never to be revisited I will write a few words Words must compose the epistle for never
before were my thoughts & mind in such [a] confused state. The life passed during the
last four years was preferable for this hope had not deserted us as completely as now.
However I endeavour to accept fully the issue now nearly made up, and while the past is
forever gone, & the present as dark as midnight for the sake of others, to make a future.
Day by day the conviction is fashioned upon me that an exodus from this country is
necessary [for] me. Having belonged to the party that preferred principle to property I
presume I shall always be obnoxious alike to the union man and our conquerors and
therefore indulge the hope that the day may arrive when I can give place to a better man.
For the present I have a permit to practice medicine in the state of Florida during good
behavior a rather useless act of grace judging from the preference given to those
gentlemen whose devotion to self and community prevented their continuing in the field.
I hope by fall to collect out of the remnant of what now looks like a huge fortune enough
to to [word repeated] carry me somewhere. I care but little where. After all it may be
well that we be forced to leave this state, for it is doubtful if a worse curse could be
entailed upon our children than being raised in this climate. Nobody has a definite plan,
for who can see one day of light out of the chaotic darkness upon us. Our town you know
abounds in military of various colors and is I believe in points of population increasing;
as many families of color and doubtless future distinctions have become dissatisfied with
country life and crowd to the city for the advantages of schools & churches.
Occasionally in walking the streets you meet a pale visaged person whose angry
discontented countenance induce[s] you to stop to console, but upon inquire [inquiry] as
to the cause of trouble you find that he has always been a good union man and detested
secession, but now his Negroes are gone and he unfeelingly denounces the best
government under the sun. Ah! Could a touch of the emotions we are all taught to
believe sometimes, enter the great Leader of this world, the Devil, infuse itself in my
bosom. I greatly fear the consolation of force partakes of his humane nature. Could
hatred be excellent for another [?] class, I think that man who now only alone regrets the
loss of property should have his full portion. There are many such among us. There are
others on the other hand who look if not cheerful at least resigned in fate; for they say
they are not disappointed in the present state of affairs, as four years ago in their opinion
it could not be averted save by a successful appeal to the power of armies. Now that this
has been tried and they have fully done their part, they are satisfied at least with
themselves and with resignation determined] to submit to the present.
Beard you know makes the best of everything and manages to be in favor with at
least one U.S. officer who will let a friend purchase one gallon. [Illegible] being
[Illegible] quarter. I am in much need of this [illegible] deserved after all.
I wish you would repeat your] visit to this place and be my guest. I can take care
care [word repeated] of man & beast and we can talk in full over future plans. A trip will
do you good.
Genl. Newton takes charge of this part of Florida.









Give my regards to Mrs. Anderson & B. and the boys. I have written certainly a
number of words and altho uninteresting I do not think one word has been said that does
not become a legal citizen of our government.
Very truly yr friend,
C. B. Gamble

Transcribed by Christopher A. Baker, University of Florida, 2008.




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Tallahassee Jun. 14th 1865 Dear Genl. I send a small piece of vaccine virus the la st fragment of a pure scab and some quinine. Harry says you wish to hear from me and at the risk of banishing this desire never to be revisited I will write a few word s Words must compose the epistle for never before were my thoughts & mind in such [a] c onfused state. The life passed during the last four years was preferable for this hope had not deserted us as completely as now. However I endeavour to accept fully the issue now nearly made up, and while the past is forever gone, & the present as dark as midnight for the sake of others, to make a future. Day by day the conviction is fashioned upon me that an exodus from this country is necessary [for] me. Having belonged to the pa rty that preferred principle to property I presume I shall always be obnoxious alike to the union man and our conquerors and therefore indulge the hope that the day may arrive when I can give place to a better man. For the present I have a permit to practice me dicine in the state of Florida during good behavior a rather useless act of grace judging from the preference given to those gentlemen whose devotion to self and community prevented their cont inuing in the field. I hope by fall to collect out of the remnant of what now looks lik e a huge fortune enough to to [word repeated] carry me somewhere. I care but little where. After all it may be well that we be forced to leave this state, for it is doubtful if a worse curse could be entailed upon our children than being raised in this climate. Nobody has a definite plan, for who can see one day of light out of th e chaotic darkness upon us. Our town you know abounds in military of various colors and is I believe in points of population increasing; as many families of color and doubtless future distinctions have become dissatisfied with country life and crowd to the city for the advantages of schools & churches. Occasionally in walking the streets you meet a pale visaged person whose angry discontented countenance induce[s] you to st op to console, but upon inquire [inquiry] as to the cause of trouble you find that he ha s always been a good union man and detested secession, but now his Negroes are gone and he unfeelingly denounces the best government under the sun. Ah! Could a touch of the emotions we are all taught to believe sometimes, enter the great Leader of this world, the Devil, infuse itself in my bosom. I greatly fear the consolation of fo rce partakes of his humane nature. Could hatred be excellent for another [?] class, I think that man who now only alone regrets the loss of property should have his full portion. There are many such among us. There are others on the other hand who l ook if not cheerful at least re signed in fate; for they say they are not disappointed in the present state of affairs, as four years ago in their opinion it could not be averted save by a successful appeal to the power of armies. Now that this has been tried and they have fully done their part, they are satisfied at least with themselves and with resignation determine[d] to submit to the present. Beard you know makes the best of everything and manages to be in favor with at least one U.S. officer who will let a frie nd purchase one gallon. [Illegible] being [Illegible] quarter. I am in much need of this [illegible] deserved after all. I wish you would repeat you[r] visit to this place and be my guest. I can take care care [word repeated] of man & beast and we can ta lk in full over future plans. A trip will do you good. Genl. Newton takes charge of this part of Florida.

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Give my regards to Mrs. Anderson & B. and the boys. I have written certainly a number of words and altho uninteresting I do no t think one word has been said that does not become a legal citizen of our government. Very truly yr friend, C. B. Gamble Transcribed by Christopher A. Baker, University of Florida, 2008.